Confusion! Confusion!! Confusion!!! And mind you, I've got loads of it.
How I wish I could have invited a monster to eat it up all. ( with dollops of butter, mayonnaise and honey.. or better still, decide it yourself, dude.. "make your own sundae" sorts! ;) )
Well... I'm gravely concerned over things going haywire in my life. Continuously screwing up things has become a necessity for my survival, I believe. To put it up better, my newly discovered 'penchant'. Whatever!
But an audacious girl since I am, (anyone in doubts can reach out to my kin and peers) I try to sort out muddled up things, resurrect and start off with a new ray of hope and tonnes of optimism. (that's the only positive quality i possess, perhaps). Everything goes fine for a while, only to go wrong later. Sounds trite? Shit, I can't excel here too!
With great difficulties, i somehow manage to reach to a conclusion, when some of the veterans around me blatantly refuse to approve of it. Moreover, their philanthropist and altruistic nature (with due respects) urges them to inform me that my approach itself is wrong. (hey... where on Earth had you been all this while, hun? )
And unfortunately, they're right most of the times. Hell! What a cipher I am.
What follows is the haranguing period. And all's swiped off! Sigh.
A new beginning. A new hope. Let's see what the future beholds. Probably, struggle is what I'm made for.
P.S. : I apologize to all those who feel they wasted their precious time reading this crap; and sympathize too. But believe me, with the keyboard in front of me, I simply could not resist the temptation of venting them out. Would have succumbed to these crassy thoughts, else.
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3 hugs.. ;):
:)....i somehow lauuwww dis post..!!!!
yeah, rite...coz the common dillemas of life that we share, probably... ;) ;P
Aditi,Tell you wat..
Your article has put me in a thinking mode..
Ignoring the fact that you may label me nihilistic(which to a certain extent I am)here are my true feelings :
I think our lives dont have any meaning per se..
Isn't it strange that from the outside evrything looks fine but when u go inside every person has his/her own probs & we get so much muddled up trying to untangle them that we become just an another brick in the wall & the saddest part is all of us think that our problems & challenges are unique without realising all people today & in the past have gone through the same challenges, feeling etc so we are not new..
imagine this
Everybody is running like mad:
school -->engineering ->MBA-->Gaadi-->Bangla-->Shaadi-->kids-->fir mar jaao
Is this wat for we took birth ?Live our lives the way others have..
Unfortunately 99.9% people in this world dont have any objective in this life...they are running from pillar to post in search of "more" & in this way wasting their life..
Think about the people who actually contribute to the society-socially,culturally etc who bring happiness in the lives of others-be it through social service,be it by leading the people by example,be it by entertaining them ..I am talking about the gems in every field.In short,who give something to the world..Who instill hope & dreams in the hearts of others. They are the "real gems" rest of us are like "insects"(literally)js crawling our way in this world & living a ghissi-pitti life!!
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